Well today is kind of a hum drum day. If hum drum is a word or phrase. What I guess I'm trying to say is that I'm feeling a little blue. Okay I'm depressed I'll stop beating around the bush. See, I did another one! So, what's wrong you ask??? Well it seems that there's always something that stands in your way of letting you just be happy. Now, some might say that it's entirely up to you how you feel but, I say different. You can be having an amazing day and before you know it the carpet gets ripped right out from under you. I went to the Senior Center today and I had Dustin take me because Alicia's car broke down and she needed a car for work. It was drama on Friday at the Senior Center so I was a little leary on how it was going to be. It seems that they, meaning the people that had attitude were a little nicer than they were on Friday. My theory is they know they were in the wrong and Darlene the person in charge comes back tomorrow from vacation and they don't want her to know what they did wrong. My feeling is, seriously are you people for real. I try so hard to not let things bother me and yet when I think I have things under control the depression creeps up on me like a dark shadow. I don't choose to be depressed it's just a fact of my life I have to live with. My Mom would say that we are ALL God's children yet some people are not very Godly. I don't think people realize what someone is going through and maybe that person has no where to turn and this could be the day that they say to themselves I give up! The person that might set them over the edge has no clue that what they say or do is the last straw. I guess my point to all of this is you never know what someone is going through and maybe just maybe you should think before you speak. We are all dying a little bit every day and no one was born with a time of death, so it seems to me that we should all make a conscious effort to be a little nicer. I thank God for the Mom I had to teach me that even through her worst pains of dying from cancer she was always thanking Jesus. It was bizarre to understand at the time but, if it wasn't for her faith in Jesus I don't think my faith would be as strong as it is in God. So, you might be saying then why the depressed talk? Well, I'm still a human being living in the human world and crap happens. It's just what the world offers. Some days are better than others but I think we should all try to get along better than we do.
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