So, the last couple of days were tough! Some were happy tears and some were pain tears of missing my Mom. It was like being on a roller coaster! Just when I thought, "okay you are okay", another wave of tears would come. I decided I would go to the cemetery and sit with my Mom's "stone" but that didn't happen. I got off to a late start and because I had an appointment I would of been pushing it on time. Instead I went to See's candy and bought suckers for the Seniors at the Senior Center and invited them to share my Mom's birthday with me. Most of them were very understanding and then there were the ones that did not care what the occasion was, just gimme my sucker. I had to laugh because not everyone always gets what you're going through but, it doesn't matter my Mom knows it was my way of remembering her. I always send her balloons with a note attached and let them fly up to her. So, Kylee went and bought her two balloons and I wrote my note and attached it to the string on the Happy Birthday balloon and said a little prayer and off they went. I like to watch them until I can't see them anymore. My plans didn't exactly turn out the way I planned but all in all it was a good day.
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